2018 05p1We can believe that God is silent when often, it may be that we have not listened enough to what He has already said to us. If we are really honest with ourselves, we may often have heard God, but chosen not to obey. We have told ourselves that surely God didn’t mean me, when he said that; surely that verse in the Bible doesn’t apply to today? Surely, when I know that God provided this for me originally, He doesn’t want me to give it up now? We offer up excuses to ourselves as to why we don’t need to do whatever it is that God has asked of us or else, we make a lukewarm response to God’s request. We procrastinate; not obeying straight away or else we do not obey wholeheartedly burying ourselves in other seemingly good works that help us to justify our response and keep us from thinking too much of God’s original request. So it is for me at the moment…

2018 04p1Jesus carried the weight of the world on his shoulders- once- and for all, so that we do not have to. Standing at the foot of the cross, repentant and empty handed, we are given our freedom through the death and resurrection of the Saviour.

He took upon himself, in the agony of the cross, every burden of mankind; every sin; every tear; every pain; every suffering known to man; every load that we often insist on carrying for ourselves- so that we could be free…how amazing is this!

2018 03p1God sees us

In parts of South Africa, the accepted greeting is “Sawubona”, which translated literally, means “I see you” . The recipient of these words will reply “Ngikhona”, meaning “I am here” The exchange signifies something much deeper than a polite “hello”: more an acknowledgement and recognition of mutual understanding, respect and an upholding of each other’s unique spirit.
As individuals, we long to be truly seen, recognised and understood; to be deeply known and to know another. We long for someone to completely “get us”. We often look for that to be fulfilled in another person, and yet even our closest friend cannot know us; cannot “see us” as God does.
In the story of Noah, God sees the extent of human wickedness; “how the earth had become corrupt and is full of violence.” (Genesis 6:11)
God sees his people but they do not see him, nor acknowledge him.

Under a grey blanket…

2018 02p1Colour makes me happy, so it is not surprising that this past month’s repetitive gloomy grey days have seeped into my soul, as I have struggled mentally to rise above the blanket of grey January weather that leeches my energy and weighs heavy on my body and mind. All seems purposeless, hopeless and such hard work as my body and mind have struggled to combat the grey quagmire of this saturnine season.

Coming up with a plan…

So, to cope with the feelings of drowning in these dreary, dismal days I began to wonder how I could consciously colour my days to combat the consecutive endless days of grey that seemed to suck the enthusiasm from me…I needed a rescue plan to save me from sinking!


2018 01p1After a busy time leading up to Christmas, I always really enjoy the threshold between Christmas and the New Year: that liminal space with time to pause, rest, reflect and read; time to think, plan, prepare and dream dreams for another year. It is a time when I begin in earnest to consider my word for the following year and put it to the test, trying to ensure that God is at the centre of my plans.

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